“I am not afraid of death, I am afraid of not loving you.” "My only love sprung from my only hate, too early seen unknown, and known too late." "I have waited for this moment for so long, I never ...

not loving You," Chan said, recounting his prayer. He took the difficult step of following the words of one hymn: "Let goods and kindred go." "I have no control over this. ... If my daughter never ...